nw ish 4.28am
i was packinq my stuff tat my mum bought me and siihuii too
i packed for her nicely when i free i will pass to her th stuff and
wait for him to msg me!?
he bluff me kns! said tat after he went 19
dhen reach home will msg me.
but nw i didn't receive any of his call/msg?
since eu donwan msg/call me,i will be off my phone alright!?
so i slept at 5am
i was tot of going to lala land but i was in hell..
i have a bad dream!
i wakeup at 6.19am,now i cant slp!
maybe boyf now was slppin sweetly
th story ishh....
i was wishinq to see did boyf do something wronq or bad tat i dunno??
th ish nthh all blank.
after tst i was wishinq to see our future.
we was flyinq toward heaven but we wont complete it.
he was leavinq me fly to some other places.
i cried in th dream.i tot was fake but i saw my pillow ish wet
and my tear fallinqq i oso dunno y ??haiss
maybe it tryinq to tell me something!?
currently i want to be alone now!



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MyfeelInq fAded
Actually i donwann meet boyf de
since he at outside,when he reach home we quarrel again.....
i really miss him so i msg him i tot he was at home but..
he went out again wadthfcukk
he was so busy,he nw without me oso can happily go out liao.
i think i 2 or 3 days nv meet him,he oso nvm bass.
meet him for my dinner he brinq two gal along.
i onli had my dinner for th whole day.
we slack awhile dhen went boyf.house
he keep sayinq th incident yesterday,i really don meant it de
sry uhh,wont beat you again.
btw yesterday was so fun!hahs..
mum cominq back tonight,yeahhs!!
can wait to see wad she had bought for me.

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i m smliinq bt my heart ish bleedinq badly! OMG
i m try to getinq back th feelinq bt you keep doinq something
tat i don like.you have been hurtinq me again and again!
i promise i wont cried/let tear fall again D: because of you.
enough ish enough!
IHATEYOU!!i wont be contact you till eu know how to contact alrght!?

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wake up at 1 plus
went center to bought his birthday present
reached home about 3 pm,and he don bother to msg me th whole day
after i ate my lunch went his house
he was not at home,his mum called him dhen he came back.
we quarrel!i beat him
OMG !!
i don meant it cos i fcukinq angry
my mood was totally down
Wthellzx.
once again i crieddd!
it was like , super hurting lah!
thank x.BODOH to let me cried like fcuk today
kns he said don go out wd her or wad,
dhen he today went out wid x.BODOH.
he ish so selfish!
i wanna throw his present away!!
wont be meetinq him tmr,phone will be off
yeahhs




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lastnite,slp at 4am
i cant slp well this few days,cox had i big quarrle wid him.
quarrle becox he really don understand wad i really wan!
2 am went out alone help my mum bought mac,before she leave.
my bro wont be back home this few days,onli me and my dad at home
scared later my dad beat me or wad T.T
waitinq to see wad my mum to buy for me thing from thailand
hahs!



wake up at 12.20pm
went admiralty,want to buy some stuff back home eat de.
on my way there i saw jiatonq andy xiaorina.
actually jiatonq ask me pei her go Yew Tee slack.
pei them chat awhile,he msg me asked me to call him.
asked me 10 mins reach his house wad th fuck...
kns shout at me!!
cab-ed his house,we quarrle.
after he bath jiu went out liao
cb uhh ask me go his house dhen leave me ther alone fuck off uhh !
her sister pei me chat about givinq birth laugh;/

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last nite nrb slp chated wid him.(we quarrle again!)
3.40am went out meet him ate mac,after tat went home bath etc..
6am he came fetch me,wanted to pei him go report but i want slp.
wont be going sch till th hoilday end.hahs ;D
i bringin eyoree back home yeahs!
so can tell wid her All th unhappy feelin All th unspoken words
* confuse
feelinq faded!?i really dunno single/attached ish better.
maybe tmr not meet him,cos he currently now v busy widd his stuff.
i feel so like,want to give up on everything now!
will be alone this few days,my mum going her hoilday trip.
asked my mum to buy me some stuffs

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today meet up wid baby,he 10 pm dhen wake up. after we ate our lunchh jiu slp again. he was so tried from 2 pm plus can slept to 6pm. went blk19 again,cab-ed home about 9.50pm
i reached home found out tat my ring was lost,i rmb tat i m wearinq it. hiass now fcukin sad nahh,hope baby wont angry. maybe I'm not worthy to wear this ring bas G0d!?please return me,my ring.T.T hope it will appear tmr bas/
*baobeii i nw free.wad euu doing?missyou lots muackx!
all of this i felt disapointed in euu,i really dunnn wad to say already.
i really dunno tat eu ish serious in our relationship??i didn*t go around mgs guy.
Because i know there ish a boyf already.

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 10:31 PM

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i hide behind walls jux to cry out loud.
eu never know what eu have untill its gone
somethimes eu dont realize how muchh eu care for someone untill they stop carinq for euu

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this few days feelinq v lonely wor,not enough loves/cares from baby.
cox he always meetinq up jiale and friends,i not always pei him go meet them.
it just onli sometime,cox at there v bored wad they talkinq i don understand muchh.
yeahs!
holidays ish cominq,so have more time pei baby.
durinq holidays i wanna go swimminq wid baby,
hahs dunno weather baby ish really dunno how to swim or wad fake lor ;p
next few days baby going to work liao haiss,cant don go??? T.T
Tuesday my mum going Thailand trip for 4 days,
actually i wanna go but wan pei baby so i didn't go.

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wake up at 12.30 pm today but i still not enought sleep leh.
whole day still at his house watched some show
had my dinner at his house dhen went back home.

yester,
morning bus-ed to boyf house.
i told my mum tat i havnq chalet,
so not cominq back home but actually ish stay at boyf house ;D
at nite 7 pm plus went blk 19 to drink wid friends.
at first i didn't talk much wid them cos i don really know them,
after tat about 9 pm plus XiaoM,jiale and friends came pei me chitchat ;p
had lots of fun at there,wanna go again hahs :)
boyf was almost drunk i told him not to drink to muchh,
but he keep said this ish th last cup leh !? haiss
will on th way back,we went shop and save bought some stuff back home.
reached his house about 2.30 am,v tired.

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 10:05 PM

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just came home from boyf house.
in th morning i wanted to go sch,
but i'm tired and lazy!
boyf called me about 6.45am.
i told him tat i wanna slp,donwan to go sch ;)
i slept till 10 am plus called boyf,he don ans my call.
so i bus-ed to his house,saw him slpinq.
i donwanna disturd him slpinq,so i watch show on his com.
dunno y boyf slp till so late?!
hais maybe he last nite slp v late bas T.T
i was wonder wad ish he doinq at midnite haiss...
sihuii cousin msg-ed me at nite,
she asked me free tonight want meet?
i want to meet her,
but i was at boyf house so i cant go her place
sry wor meet you next time alright!? ;D

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 11:15 PM

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today no need to go sch cox markinq day
wake up early cox wan pei boyf go report.
v tried!
reached home jiu slp liao.
4 pm plus boyf phone rang,
after he picked up th call jiu went out liao
he going 834 for??idk
cos i wann slp so nv ask him go there for wad!?
at night meet up wid jiale and friends at 883.
walao boyf check my phone again T.T
sobsob!

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yesterday didn't went for my art paper
at home slept till 2 pm plus
online msn chat wid boyf awhile,
asked me to meet him but i donwann.so he came my house wait for me
lols.
i cab-ed his house about 3.30pm plus.
after tat boyf went out do something,
i waited for him to come back.
he came back wid jiale and a girl
he bought some food for me to eat
now a day don feelin like eatin wor D;
haiss..

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arhh!
wake up at 3.50am
saw my phone 24 missed call.
donwann pick up his call/call him back.

i here to post about yesterday
wanted to meet boyf
i didn't know he wid two gals.
if i know i wont meet him at all.
hais.
from last nite jiu wid them liao.
i whole day nv eat,no mood
i keep cryin at his house.
onli tears accompany me th whole day
don talk about this liao!?
when home about 7pm
i called sihuii.
wan meet her,i cab-ed her house.
jiale called me chat wid him awhile
he keep ask me wad happen to me and boyf?
i oso dunno how to explain to him nahh D;
pei me went 159 eat my dinner.
after tat we bought heineken to her house
she pei me drink hehs.
reach home about 10.45pm
bath leh dhen slp.


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i just wan to be alone cans!?
Heartache,to see you wid others gal but not me.
ask yourself,why you changed so much
ask yourself,did you made a mistake sometimes?
sayinq sorry can cure everything ??
it onli made thing worst

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arhh!?
my leg pain bleedinq,fell down from bicycle
when i going back his house,
after eatin our lunch at rp.
i didn't know tat boyf was sick this few days
omg !
haiss,sorry nv tk care of euu.
hope you recover soon alright!?
don make me worry of you hor D;
actually wanted to go swimmiq tmr de.
but now cant go liao !
sadded.

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 1:22 AM

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today no need go sch.
early morning bus-ed boyf house.
he still slpinq,i don wanna wake him up.
dhen he 11 plus wake up.
his mum cook for our lunch and dinner.


yesterday mothers' day
wake up about 2 pm
cos boyf called me.
went out meet boyf awhile
after tat took mrt bugis walk walk.
at nite had dinner wid my parents ,bro and rumin choibu.
i dislike her,i didn't talk to her.

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 10:27 PM

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just reached home
v tried,i m here to postin for yesterday and today.
today
boyf called me early in th morning about 7.30 am
walao i still wanna slp leh.
haiss
boyf,his mum and me went ate at somewhr
we cab-ed there 16 dollar plus.
after tat went bugis again bought some things
and food back home for dinner.
reached his house about 12 pm bath leh jiu slp till 3.20pm
cox siihuii called me
asked to meet her.but i donwan :D didn't pei me muchh.nvm
i understand eu this few days v busy :)


yesterday
7am jiu went boyf house
saw him sleepi like PIG!
he oso didn't knows i was in his room
till he wake up saw me
went bugis about 1 pm plus.
me and boyf bought some stuffs.
hahs!
enjoys th outtinq wid him yeahs!?

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yeahs!
today his mum come back home liao
went home early today haiss.
don wan to leave his house so early uhh.
but my mum at home
reach home about 4 plus jiu slp leh
v tried lehh.
packin some shirts and stuffs to boyf house tmr.
have dinner wid my mum at cwp
tmr no need go sch.
wahaha so good leh
dhen i can whole day pei boyf ;D

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went to sch for exam today.
i cant wake up on time i goin to late soon,
and raininq aqain.
haiss..
boyf came fetch me from sch.
after tat went cwp awhile dhen had lunch at 883
wid his dad.
i realised his dad super cute!
asked went we marry hahs ;)
boyf totally busy today need do to something
till have no time pei me.
some more tmr need go home early.
walao !wan him pei me more..
at night 9pm dhen free
eat kfc le jiu went home haiss..

_
hope his mummy can recover soon wor.
miss her foods hehs.

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 10:25 PM

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yoz..
currently at my boyf house
didn't went sch again.
hehs..
now baby not wid me,he workin nahh.
i fuckinq bored!
i cant slp worx now usinq his com.
found out tat he have 2 msn acc!
added all gals.
omg @#$%$#^&*
and idk about this..
how come??
i now fuck angry wid him uhhh.
nvm forget about all those shit. i donwann say this anymore.
just pretend tat i nv saw anything at all alright.
later going vista his mum
she been sent to hospital yesterday.

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many things has chanqe
even me and him oso chanqe to other person liao
no lonqer last time th me leh.
i wann tiong xim to him
ish so hard mah ??haiss..
time past fast we going to 3 months liao.
but th feelinq was faded away sooner/later.

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 11:28 AM

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heyy!
meet up wid my boyf.
went his house open his door,omg he still slppinq like a PIG!
yeahs gt a chance to ate his cook th food again
nice wor.
5 pm plus buss-ed to cwp walk walk.
th weather so hott.i wanna baths!!
after have our dinner at 883.
i saw a choi bu from far away but th choi bu walkinq near to us
found out it was xiaokidd..
hahs!

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my feelinq to him has faded away??
idk..
baby pls don let th feelinq faded away.
i feel tat we no lonqer as close as last time lehh.
now a days i get angry easy show him altitude

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 1:06 AM

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today whole day stay at home slp.i m rottin neh
i didn't ate my lunchh, i onli ate my dinner at cwp wid my mum
life ish bored,someone pls light up my life...
later maybe meettin up wid him for my breakfast
but i don think i wann go leh.haiss i fuckin sick nd tried!
my phone v easy jiu battery low,phone will be off this few days
i really need some slient and peace pls..
contact me in msn or my boyf bas,will be wid him this few days.
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now a days i feel v sick.
and my boy not by myside takin care of me.
he say wanna slp but i still saw him online,how come??
hais he ask me slp early he last time not lidat th wor
he chanqe liao really chanqe alot.

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 12:22 AM

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today
wake up at 6.30AM
i found tat i m sick.omg.=.="
gt my English oral at 2 pm
but Miss lee came at 2.20pm lidat.
kns,waited for her so lonq
hahs i number 3,so i no need wait for so lonq
meet up my boyf.
after tat when his house ate flu medicine.
dhen i rest awhile,dhen my boyf keep ask me wake up go eat.
6.30pm went 883 ate chicken rice
went back slp again,i not enough slp and sick,he keep disturb me =.="
reach home about 11.30pm

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i Hate hongster/timer kia.
if eu r pls FUCKOFF in my life cans!?

write something here ~~~ (: (:; 2:41 PM

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