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Sunday, June 28, 2009


Today
Wake up about 12pm.Bath at baby house dhen bus-ed home.
On my way home,my aunt called said wann bring me go out.
Went home change shirt etc...
30 mins later she came fetchh me and my bro.
Drives us to sunshine plaza?? Somewhr in town area.
We ate chinese dian xin and walk walk around.
After tat went back her house slack and play blackjack.lols
Reached home about 11am.
I found a show quite nice wor - 王子看见二公主


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Friday, June 26, 2009


yesterdayy at baby house wait for him come back from work.
Wait till i fall aslp lol,v tried uhh :]
Ton at baby house lastnite.Maybe today also not going home bas.
Baby went to work in th morning,dhen i at his house slp till 12 plus wake up.
His mum bought me lumchh.Now waitinqq...
Donknow wad time baby will come back.


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Wednesday, June 24, 2009


I came over to baby work place to find hiim!:D
Dont know y this few day my phone keep rinqqin,i know baby don like rite ?!
Thank baby bought me
Nokia 5320 XpressMusic.
ILOVESYOU!!
Gonna cherishh you !


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Sunday, June 21, 2009


I think,i'm getting strongerrr wont get hurt easily!?
I'll close both of my eyes,so i wont saw wad eu had done.
I learn to how forgive&forget,so we wont always quarrel.
Learn from yesterday,live for today,hope for tomorrow :]


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Wednesday, June 17, 2009


Currently @boyf house,just patch wid hym hahs
Yesterday bus-ed marsilinq find hym,pei hym eat his lunchh dhen slack awhile.5pm plus went house bath etc.I called my mum i asked herr to give me money,she say donhave haiss.So i use my own money.meet up wid siihuii,we went bugis shoppinq.Spent 40 dollar pluss.I bought some stuff for hym too ;] 11 pm meet wanted to pass hym th stuffs,jiu go home butt i went his house tonn hahs;D


15 June
Meet my mum @tpy about 1 pm ,we eat our lunchh at here before we went to hospital.Th doctor said everything ish fine hahs. After tat we went Chinatown walk walk dhen went home.


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Sunday, June 14, 2009


Today wake up v late cos i didn't plan to go out,i sick!Havinq fever and flu,OMG.6pm bath etc...Took mrt went orchard to celebration my mum birthday.I wanted to brinq cam alonq but went i reached ther dhen found out i didn't brinq haiss.I about 1 month plus nv go orchard liao.Everything have chanqe i almost lost my way.
I m findinq job,before my birthday i want to earn 500 dollar isit possible???im thinkinq.
Tomorrow plans not to go anywhr.
so let go hospital.

I had nv wanted things to turn in to this way,but wad should i do now??i don want you be my gan anymore,we just be normal friend bas.I found out more things tat you have done,i nv regard to leave you.
Im sry for not beinq there for you when you need me.im sry for beinq so selfish.Beside sry,i really don know wad else i could say.
Goodbye my loves
Hope you are doinq fine in anyway.
Take good care of yourself!


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Saturday, June 13, 2009


I've got nothing much to post, in a confusion now..
no words can discribe how i actually feel right now, right here..
i really dont know how im feeling any longer. but one things for sure,
i do love you as deep as before.
but please please be more understanding..
hope i do get to meet you tomorrow, and no more quarrels.
the feelings are there but it weren't the same as how it was before.
you told me you've change to how you was last time..
no longer the one i knew.
does that mean i have to accept you for who you are now, cause it does hurt.
a whole lot,


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Thursday, June 11, 2009


Last nite
Meet hym we went 136 drink,cos someone birthday.Hym gt drunk and they ask me tkcare of urs boyf he drunk liao!?i was like huh ??? He not my boyf uhh lols.He fight widd others,wan tio isit?!OMG =.=".Zac saw they fight dhen he told my cousin,walao he so kpo.Cad-ed his house pei hym let him cool down first ;] i didn't sleep well last nite D;
nw v tired,later going songka haiss.....


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Wednesday, June 10, 2009


wake up i saw hym msg-ed me so i meet hym & x.BODOH called me.Asked me to meet herr too,i told her i going 131 so i meet her at there.I bus-ed 131 met hym.We had lunch at there,well we eatinq my phone ranqq.Someone find x.BODOH.So i passed th phone to x.BODOH.She quarrel widd Christina about money matter,x.BODOH so clever keep use my phone call.kns my phone bill going to bust liao.lols!

* you onli just listen wad people had say,butt you got saw she doinq th thing mahh??
kns!?you onli know how to help your sister blame everythinqs on herr..


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Tuesday, June 9, 2009


First day of single life.
i onli slept for 2 hours jiu wake up liao.I cant slept well.
everything as normal
morning *my stead felicia text me.I wan to meet herr,ask her pei me ate breakfast.
bus-ed to marsilinq 211,she wid jiale.Zac called my stead felicia.She pass th phone to me,i chatted wid him.He said give hym a chance he really loves you.lols!Many people *x.BODOH,felicia,zac and jiatonq asked me to patch wid him butt..
Pls give me some time cans ;/After tat we went Lot 1 walk walk.
We quarrel again haiss,break leh still quarrel T.T
Mrt-ed to cwp saw serene&jiatonq workinq there,they wad happened to me and hym.I said We break liao haiss..
My stead felicia, herr boyf and jiale pei me went his house to return him some stuffs.
I criedd again i cant bear to let him go butt...i hug him for th last time D;
Reached home at 4.45 pm,i bath and prepared to meet sihuii cousin.We going songka!?
9 pm plus someone sent us home.Do some stuff,11.pm called zac to meet him 12 am at cwp.many people was there.zac,cousin,peggy,my stead felicia,jiale,serene,jiatonq,laifenq and moree.Slack at there!After tat bus-ed to 138 to had my supper.Dont know whr felicia took some Singha for peggy.I share wid herr ;D 1.35am cab-ed home,pei hym chat on th phone till 3 am.I now v tried ;[ Sleepinq soon.Nite Nite


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Sunday, June 7, 2009


yesterday ish a day when my heart breaks
x.BODOH called me,i was cryinq,hard to make a decision!?i'll do wad i should do.I'll leave alright!?
Meet x.BODOH 3.20 am cab-ed his house pei him for th last nite.This time i leave.Dont know when we can meet again??We had our supper at 888.He drunk!?5 am plus went back his houses i let him slept and i use his com text some words for him.When he wake up he will saw th text.I leave at 7.40 am without tellinq him.
Sorryyy to say,i miss his everything.Ish hard to pretend nothing had happened.I wake up this afternoon and realise,everythng;s gone! D;

Let's hope for a better tomorrow ;]


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Heyy!
I cant believe wad i have saw this ish not th first i saw liao.this ish th 3rd times,once again my tears drops.plss someone prove tat i m wrong.
I regard tat i believe wad ever you say,now i wont trust eu again.



*From:Xiao-Ice
To:Jennifer Tilly
Date:Jun 4, 2009 9:19 AM
Subject:Bao Bei honey don wry...
Message:
Bao Bei honey don wry k... i won't dowan u de..... muackies.....
I ill fover loe u where will don an u....
Muakie love u lots lts lots lots.....
I so miss u tis few days.... din hearur voice anddin see u sms..... muakcies sry laopo......

From:Jennifer Tilly
To:Me
Date:Jun 4, 2009 2:15 PM
Subject:Re: Bao Bei honey don wry
Message:
It's okay de laogong. I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz, im such a bad gf. I cant call or sms u cos my hp no money. Im so sorry dear. next month then i will top up. I hope to hear your voice again =] I miss you like siao =) I love you lots and lots and lots and LOTS! muacks+hugs+loves= I love you =) Hope to top up my hp ASAP =]
Your baby, jennifer

From:Xiao-Ice
To:Jennifer Tilly
Date:Jun 7, 2009 12:50 AM
Subject:Darling laopo sry ar tis...
Message:
Darling laopo sry ar tis few days nv see or hear ur voice i so miss u.....
Muackies hope u miss me much.....
Me miss u alot........
Love u huggies laopo.....
Hope can meet u asap so i can hug and kiss u.....
Miss u lots lots lots lots......

-

Everything ish a lies.
Dont know why he has become like that. Suddenly change overnight!
But still sorry baby for the last time i'm calling you. I'm not ignoring you today. Just not feeling well & so it affects my mood. Yes this have to end. Let it be tonight. Misses & goodbye. I'll miss you at this moment. Bye loves

The rest of the conversation is not revelant


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Saturday, June 6, 2009


Just reached home,let post for past few days i m happy and enjoys alotss,unforgettable memories!!

4June
Boyf birthday went his house about 10am plus.give him th presents,hope baby will like it ;] 5pm plus x.BODOH came wid his friends slack at boyf house.Tot we will have fun together cos ish boyf birthday butt.... end up taiji liao liao haiss i donwann talk about thiss.x.BODOH criedd becos bobby?!*gal cheerupp k,don think too muchh over ish over ok?Really not worth it for urs tears D;After tat junwei and zhejia came.We buss-ed to 19 slack and drink.Boyf drink alot he was almost drunk ;D We walked junwei house to take bicycle home.x.BODOH didn't went house she slept at herr qan daddy house ;] reached boyf house about 2am.Ton ton i LOVES !?

5June
wake up about 2pm,had my lunchh dhen slept again.I m tried!!wakeupp saw x.BODOH and Christina in boyf house.So bored,Boyf.me and x.BODOH went 19 again slack.
meet kaiwen at boyf house downstairs. after awhile xiao.M,zac,junwei,jiale,peggy and moree came down.12am we leave there,me,junwei and x.BODOH ton at boyf house.junwei bring his lappy along cos pei boyf play maple.Me and x.BODOH was BOREDD nth to do.We 4.45am went 19 again!?I oso dunno go there do wad??Till 6.40am dhen went back boyf house slept.

6June
12 pm we being force to wake upp cos x.BODOH mum called ask her go home now.wadthfcuk!I slept back again.At night boyf and me went 131 slack wid x.BODOH and kaiwen.Buss-ed home about 9,25pm.haiss,i donwan go home,i want ton wid boyf again :/ ily


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Thursday, June 4, 2009


The whole day without you is simply very bad.I feel so lost, so not used to it without you by my side Ineed your care, your love for me It totally kills me if i cant get to see you for a day My heart sank deeply without you Tell me how are you today.I wanna hear your voice.I'm rottinq at home today!? Lets talk about yesterday.Actually boyf wanted to sent me home and pei me eat my dinner but he need went somewhr to do his stuffs.So i went home alone sobsob.He first time didn't sent me home haisss.Nvm forget it!I understand i already use to it liao :]
Happy birthday baby!! May all urs dream come true ;D
yeahhs! ton ton at baby house tmr.


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Tuesday, June 2, 2009


Wakeup at 9am plus cos i going boyf house.Asked him wake up go for workk,he keep ask 5 more Min's till 11am haiss.I stop askinq him to wake up since he so tired.He phone rang.i saw his phone havinq msg tat i don wanna see.Haiss nvm i use to it liao.Let forgive and forget alright!?
After tat 6pm went junwei house wid boyf,cos need help him do some stuff...
I want you to know, Pleasee stop all your nonsense alright.I just want you to be more faithful and stop lying to me.Thats all im asking from you.hope it wont happen again!Boyf birthday cominq yeahss!!I wan ton ton hahs.Hope he will like th presents tat i bought for him ;D

SOMETIME YOU WONT HOW I FEEL AT ALL ~~
JUST KEEP QUIET & REMAIN SILENT .


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