STRESSED !
STRESSED !

This incident happened in th morning.
I was sleeping Zzz..
I was shock,My papa told mama he own other people money.
If nv heard wrong was 5K.
He want my mama to pay for him.WTF!!
He own people money wan mama to pay.
Ask her go whr find 5K for him.
My mama one month the paid only 1.5k
She need pay all our phone bill and moreee..
Need give me and my bro money to eat and buy things.
She ownself also no enough spent liao lor.
If one day the person come our house put the pig head horr.
I sleep at the road side also wont go home lorr.
This few days i wont ask my mama for money.
I will use th money tat i save for my phone first.
I think i not going to buy phone liao.
KNS,I HATE MY PAPA HE SUCKKK!!
I HATE YOUU!!!
MAMA FASTER DIVORCE WID PAPA LEHH.
I DISLIKE HIM LOTSS!!!


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Tmr ish friday,i want ton ton!!Anyone want pei me ton ton ???
My mama first time agree let me ton ton.Yeahh!!
Hahs xD

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This afternoon went amk.
i was in th trian i think i saw james.
i not sure ish him anot,
cause he was wearing long pant so i cant saw his leg th tattoo.
haiss..
meet up wid my friend had our lunch at hub.
dhen bus-ed to sihui house.
after she bath finished her phone rang,
his boyf called her.
They quarrel again OMG
i saw her cried T.T my heartpain...
don quarrel uhh,be more understanding.
somedays his parent will accept you der.
don cry/sad liao k??
slack at sihuii house watch tv
BORED!!
she cook magi mee for me to eat.
Thanks lots!!
Reached home bath dhen slp v tried!!



-I feel that woodlands ish a place that without any secret.
there ish noone i can trust on.
this few days i will hanging out at amk.
hahs.

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Somehow,i feel kinda empty .
Whats happening people?
I really really dont know .
What do i really mean to you?
Friends??
So many things have been happening this few days,
I'm feeling more & more comfuse now.
Who do i ought to trust?
Who do i ought to believe.
I dont even know wad im persuing for now D:
I'm going insane people,HELP.
Can someone just let everything end ?
Currently no mood,just want to be alone.
Cans you STOP caring for me plsss!!
I want Felicia my steadd!?
Where are you, i miss you lots.
Anyone know where i can find Felicia my steadd ???

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Today
Ray called me,we quarrel again.
i cried!!! T.T
cause he don believe i still waiting for him.
i hang up his phone,i finish crying dhen i meet him.
went meet him awhile,cos he busy wid his things.
i had my dinner at his house.
his mum cook for me eat hahs.
she ask me eat more,i already very fat liao.
lols.
his mum talk to me.
she ask me why break??we just like kids playing sand lor .
maybe she say th rite bas.
elieen baby keep come in ray room disturb me watch tv.
he touch this touch that.
if ray know he sure angryy de xD
Ton Ton at his house.
i waited for him to come home.
i was chatting wid meijia for quite long.
from ray 6plus plus went out till 10 plus.
i now very BOREDD!


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girl girl meijia
you promise to treat me eat,don forget k xD
i want eat japan food lols.
what i can do i already done le.
Patch patch yeahh. *clap clap
lastlongg wid yuan k.
don always quarrel wid him.
be more understanding.

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Today nv go sch again.
I was slping sweetly,a girl msg-ed me.
She came my house there find me.
I know her about few months and this ish th first i meet her.
Lols
She quite chio nahh,don know why they call her *attacked the bass.
Haiss.
Now a days i ate cup noodle for lunchh.
Cos i dame poor,savinq money for a phone xD
About 2 pm Raymond called me,asked me gave back th phone.
I miss my phone actually i don wan gave back de.
He come fetchh me at my house there.
My mum bring my eat my dinner at mac,i saw alvin and his friends.
He change liao,change to more guailan hahs.


Don contact me again,cos i already gave back the phone.
Pls don care about me or wad.
You have your own life to enjoys and i have mind also.

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I late for sch today,so i nv go.
meet up fang and her boyf at fang house,i changing my phone and sleep at there.
i was like a light bulb lols.
at her house bath dhen we went amk hubb walk walk i bought some stuff.
dhen mrt-ed home about 7pm plus.

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Finally i get back all my stuffs .
im feeling jealous of some reasons, and no the reasons aint good enough to explain why the hell am i jealous.. wish you two the best.
Today went amk hubb meet sihuii, fanqq and vivien.
well waitinqq for them to arrive,i was talkinq wid raymond.
we quarrel about th phonee thing...
dontalk about thiss lehh.
after tat dhen bus-ed to 156 slack,we were playinq poker.

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): x2700000oooooo.veryvery SAD now,
i need someone i need someone to cry on,
to lean on to do whatever i can to vent out my unhappiness.
guardian angel.. where are you when i need you? i seriously..
need someone right now.

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Today after meetinq hym.
i went home i called sihuii because i wanted to go her house ton ton,but she nv ans my call.
so i called cherrie meet her 11pm @ circle green there.
we chitchat at there about 6 hours non-stop.
we talk about other people gossip & our relationship :/
thank for tellinq me that he did so many things in th past.
but it already over i cant say much rite.
hahs its was fun.
i keep tellinq her tat ray wont passed by here de.
but in th end we saw ray passed by OMG =.="
we had our breakfast at mac dhen went home.
th day wid her i dame happy.
she keep make me laughs alot.
i asked her pei me go ray house take back my stuffs.
i wanted to bring a big bag along but she say donwan,
ask my bring plastic bag can le or else later he hide in th bag.
lidat good mahh cans keep hym in my house.
i will be very happy ;D



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Single=Freedom
You love me & that real. You couldn't say anything probably you really wanna forget me & start another relationship with other girl. You didn't want to do anything because you thought that I've already moved on. I know you care for me & want me to be happy. I want to care for you 24/7 & of cause wanting you to be happy everyday. Leading a good life & well is what we really wanna see in each other. You just can't stop me from loving someone else,no you're wrong you can stop me from loving someone else but you didn't. I didn't know what you were thinking too,from the start you say you love me & like me yet the next moment you went with other girl. Do you know how sad I felt? You don't have to say sorry that you hurt me last time. It was already the past but what about now? I know you & I both can't let each other go. Both of us didn't want to be selfish and keep away from other happiness. You made me suffered & yet avoiding me a little.

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I had been sick for 2 days
I was stayinq at home
Bored!!!
Baby say wan come visit me in th morning but end up never haiss.
Angry angry angry !!
Becox he overslept.
He know tat he cominq visit me
Last nite still so late dhen sleep.
Baby pei me th time less and less.
I didn't meet up wid him about 5 days.



-Maybe we should be a part for sometimes bas
when eu really free and have time to pei me dhen we will meet up bas.
you seem to be very busy nowadays.

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I'm sick & no mood.

Havinq fever 38.0!!
There ish no one know tat i 'm sick.
Cox i now alone at home and baby was busyinq widd his stuffs.
There ish no one take care of me,sadded D:
It had been 2 days didn't meetup wid boyf.miss him lots ;/
I was wonder wad he was doing and where ish he??
Maybe not going to sch tmr.
I need ish someone to takecare of me now!!
butt baby was not here takecare of me haisss......
I will be off my phone cos i need some rest
and don wish anybody to disturb me.

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Now th time ish 2.50am just finish watchinq my show.
i still not sleepinq.
OMG,i don't know later how go sch ?i still thinkinq tat am i going to slp or not.
if i sleep now dhen 3 hours later must wake up haiss..
Maybe not going sch bas.TRIED !!


-Baby now seldom text me,i dame sad! I don't even know what he doing.
I think i should learn from him,
When i busy don't text him
Meet up wid his friends
Busyinq doing his things
Drink.

-update @ 1.5o pm

Didn't when sch cox i not enough slp uhh onli slp 3 hours how can ??
Wake up @12pm plus
Becox baby keep callinq me cant even slp well D;
Today i not meetinq my baby,no longer rely on him.
I tot i will be at home th whole day butt not.
My mum cominq home soon,wan bring me out!!
Yeahhs!



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Thursday,
after sch bus-ed to cwp wid fadlun,i bought a Eeyore dame cute!!
i loves it.
and i bought some stuff for baby eat.
i bus-ed to his house.

Friday,
Baby send me to sch in th morning.
hahs ;D
end sch at 12.30pm but th oral started at 2.30pm
so i meetup widd baby,dhen he send me to sch.
waited for me to finish th oral.
ton ton at baby house till sunday .
hahs .

Saturday,
i m sickk !
nothing muchh.
spend th day widd baby.

Currently i dame hungry cant contact my mum
She said bring me go out but no one at home.


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Heyy!
My N-level oral start on 10 july.
OMG!?
I still in hoilday mood.
Baby today wont be fetchinq me after sch.
So bused home,nearly finishinq my lesson it started to rain.wadthehell !
Reached home at 2pm bath ect..
Listeninq to songs dhen fall a slp.
Wakeup at 4plus bused to cwp meetup wid baby and kaiwen.

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Yesterday didn't went school,pei my baby go somewhr.
nite went marsilinq drink heineken yeahh!!
don know drink how many dhen can exchamqe th heineken trian.
hahs ;]
tonton at baby house.


thamk baby for th heineken trian i lovesyou muackx

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